I Like Him Exactly Like This
Jun Yue hinted wildly for a while, but Fang Anyu only looked at her without understanding. Their breathing was very close. Jun Yue’s eyes were filled with scattered light, as well as an eager longing for the matter of her first kiss.
However, a certain little someone, who did not know the truth and still had not figured out the situation, only thought he had made an ordinary friend. He did not understand a young girl’s thoughts. After curling his fingers slightly, he reached into his pocket, wanting to take out his little notebook and ask whether his new friend had something in her eye, or whether a small bug had flown into it.
Who would have thought that as soon as he reached into his pocket, Jun Yue, who had grown impatient with his slow, gentle nature, directly reached out, pressed him against the tree beside them, stood on tiptoe, and touched her lips to his.
Fang Anyu’s movement of pulling out the little notebook halfway froze. At first, when Jun Yue did not move, his eyes were full of confusion. Only when Jun Yue, imitating the little films she had seen, the TV dramas, and even the kisses between her friends and their boyfriends, began to move against him, did Fang Anyu slowly widen his eyes.
There were still many things about the outside world that he was in the process of understanding. For example, he did not really know where the boundaries between friends lay. That was why, according to what Jun Yue had said, he had hugged her and lightly touched her cheek. But even with this blurry boundary, Fang Anyu still had a dividing line.
That was: even if he did not know anything else, he did know that kissing on the mouth was something only lovers did!
Then… what was this now?
Fang Anyu’s eyelashes fluttered and fluttered, like a tiny flying insect caught in a spiderweb. Jun Yue tasted the sweetness of it, and her heart thumped fiercely. Fortunately, Fang Anyu really was too gentle and harmless. It was very difficult to feel shy in front of him. Jun Yue’s shyness was as brief as a shooting star across the sky. Very quickly, she grew bold and, without much effort, pried open Fang Anyu’s teeth.
Crackle, pop.
Fireworks exploded in Jun Yue’s mind. Her phone fell to the ground. She wrapped both arms around Fang Anyu’s neck, forcing him to lower his head and entangle with her more deeply.
The flashlight on her phone happened to shine upward, illuminating this small world around the two of them. Fang Anyu’s breathing was led into complete disorder by Jun Yue. His first time… one could not say everything was his first time, but Jun Yue’s actions were truly too sudden for him. He did not know what kind of reaction would be appropriate, so he simply froze there.
He took his hand out of his trouser pocket, but it hovered behind Jun Yue. He did not know whether he should push her away or hold her. His eyes remained open the whole time. Leaning against the tree behind him, he panted like a fish thirsting for water.
He could not describe what kind of feeling this was. For someone who had never had any awareness in this area, someone who had never even touched himself, to suddenly fall into such intense, stimulating intimacy, he did not even know how to respond clumsily, nor how to refuse. He could only be like a fish on a chopping board, letting someone do as they pleased.
This was also Jun Yue’s first time experiencing the feeling of kissing that other people talked about. Lips themselves truly did not taste like anything, but they were soft and warm. Fang Anyu’s breathing, just like hers, was inexperienced, excited, and far too rushed. By some twist of fate, that encouraged her. So this kiss became somewhat long.
By the time Jun Yue finally released Fang Anyu with satisfaction, Fang Anyu had only just learned to close his eyes. He kept his eyes shut, maintaining the posture of half-embracing Jun Yue, his arms still hanging in mid-air. Jun Yue had already stepped away, but he did not move.
He was like a puppet fixed into shape, waiting for the puppet’s master to pull the strings and control his actions.
Seeing Fang Anyu like this, Jun Yue could not help laughing. She really did laugh aloud. She bent down, picked up her phone, and reached out to poke Fang Anyu. Only then did Fang Anyu wake as if from a dream. He trembled sharply and opened his eyes to look at Jun Yue.
Jun Yue smiled brightly and reached out toward Fang Anyu. Fang Anyu only hesitated for a few seconds before holding her hand.
This time, however, the meaning was completely different. Fang Anyu’s emotions rose and fell violently, though nothing much could be seen from the outside. He only looked a little dazed.
Jun Yue had thought that since he was so good at seducing people, he should have some experience. After all, Fang Anyu was older than her. Jun Yue was the same age as Fang Anyan, and Fang Anyu also came from a decent family. Even if he had some disabilities, that did not affect dating.
But Fang Anyu was even more inexperienced than her, and this made Jun Yue so happy that the corners of her mouth almost split to her ears. Who did not have a young girl’s heart? Who would not want the first person they liked to also be liking someone for the first time?
The two of them walked slowly along the path, hand in hand. Fang Anyu’s mind was a mess. Even now, he still did not quite understand why Jun Yue had done that. And just now, just now she…
He really wanted to ask, but he did not know how to ask. After all, he had never encountered this kind of thing before. The way she had kissed him just now—he should not have misunderstood its meaning, right? This was the first time anyone had ever treated him like this. Did she like him?
Fang Anyu knew that there were many girls who liked Fang Anyan. He often saw Fang Anyan frowning as he pulled beautifully folded letter paper out of his schoolbag, and many girls always surrounded him. But it seemed none of them were this bold… kissing him right away.
Then… was Jun Yue’s liking different from those girls’ liking? Did she like him very, very much, and that was why she acted like that?
Each carrying their own thoughts, the two of them walked out of the woods. The driver who had sent Fang Anyu over that morning finally saw Fang Anyu and hurriedly came to meet him.
Jun Yue was typing on her phone:
— Tomorrow is Sunday. Come to my house again. Come early. I’ll take you out to play!
After showing it to Fang Anyu, she still wanted to cling to him a little longer. But the driver had come over, so she only smiled at Fang Anyu, winked at him, and typed on her phone again:
— Don’t forget to charge the phone I gave you when you get back. Do you still remember the video call I taught you?
Fang Anyu nodded lightly. From an angle where the driver not far away could not see, Jun Yue secretly squeezed Fang Anyu’s hand. Then she waved at him before parting from him.
All the way home, Fang Anyu kept his head lowered, lost in thought. After he returned home, Mother Fang questioned him. For the first time in his life, he actually hid something. He said he had been with Jun Yue, but he did not mention that Jun Yue had kissed him.
Only after returning to his own room did Fang Anyu charge the phone and turn it on. Not long after, a video call came in.
He answered it. He could not speak and could not hear, so he only saw Jun Yue smiling. Her face was rosy, and she was lying on her own bed. Her eyes reflected the crystal lamp in her room, bright like diamonds.
Holding the phone, Fang Anyu slowly smiled too. The two of them were truly impressive. Just like that, silently, without speaking, they stayed on video call for two hours.
Fang Anyu spent the whole night thinking things through. Early the next morning, he once again asked his mother for the driver to send him out. He wanted to go find Jun Yue.
He had figured it out. He had no reason to refuse. For someone like him, if someone was willing to be friends with him, willing to talk to him, and even liked him, then if he did not grab hold of it, he might never have another chance again.
Besides, he liked being with Jun Yue. It was fresh, with many, many unpredictable things. He also did not dislike Jun Yue kissing him. He liked seeing her smile.
This still could not quite count as liking, so Fang Anyu did not plan to say it. He had read in books that only after confirming one’s own feelings could one solemnly speak them aloud. When it came to confessing, he was very cautious.
Mother Fang was a shrewd person. As soon as she heard Fang Anyu say that Jun Yue wanted him to go play with her, she did not stop him. So Fang Anyu appeared at the entrance of Jun Yue’s house very early.
Unexpectedly, Jun Yue was even earlier than him and was already waiting for him. As soon as Fang Anyu got out of the car, Jun Yue immediately pulled him into an off-road vehicle parked outside their house.
The moment they got in, Jun Yue wrapped her arms around Fang Anyu’s neck and kissed him hard on the cheek. The sound was so loud that everyone looked over. She proudly announced, “Let me introduce him to you. This is my boyfriend!”
The two girls in front screamed. One of them shouted, “You’re dating?! Then what about Wu Zhenfei?!”
The person beside her bumped her and gave a scoff. “Our Yueyue never liked him, okay!”
“He’s… the eldest son of the Fang family, right? The one who buried his face in your chest at Fang Anyan’s birthday that day?!” The only delicate-looking boy in the car pointed at Fang Anyu and said.
Everyone in the car started making a fuss. Jun Yue held Fang Anyu and laughed in the swaying car. “That’s right. What do you think? Good-looking, isn’t he?!”
Everyone laughed. Fang Anyu really was good-looking. And though he was being held by Jun Yue, his back was still very straight. The state between the two of them was that Jun Yue was practically hanging off him, while his heart was filled with stormy waves, thunder, and lightning. He was completely at a loss in this kind of situation, but the way he appeared on the outside was incredibly steady, practically like an old hand.
“If I’d known burying my face in your chest would let me get you, I would’ve done it ages ago!” The delicate boy in the front row said in deep grief, causing another burst of laughter in the car. But he quickly added, “But Yueyue, I heard he’s deaf and mute.”
The other girls in the car also observed Jun Yue’s reaction. But Jun Yue waved her hand carelessly. “So what if he’s deaf and mute? If he chattered like you, I’d be annoyed to death. I like him exactly like this—handsome, cool, and gentle!”
How deep could the thoughts of young boys and girls be? Since Jun Yue said this, everyone truly felt it did not matter.
And precisely because he was deaf and mute, everyone did not become restrained because there was one more person present. This actually allowed Fang Anyu to quickly blend into the small group.
Jun Yue had brought Fang Anyu out today to go boating at sea, and there was also no lack of intention to test him. There was a saying in their circle: if you want to test a man’s loyalty to you, take him out to sea.
A group of pretty girls in bikinis would sway back and forth in front of him. If he truly remained unmoved, then that was true love.
Although this saying was not accurate—there were certainly hypocritical beasts who could pretend very well—after they boarded the yacht and the party began, Jun Yue took Fang Anyu onto the deck and disappeared among a crowd of little temptresses. Yet Fang Anyu was like a child afraid of getting lost. His eyes stuck only to her, and she could not help the corners of her mouth from rising wildly.
And throughout the entire process, from beginning to end, Fang Anyu’s eyes never looked at anyone else. Others could not really strike up a conversation with him either. He seemed extremely quiet, and he was also good-looking. When Jun Yue was not by his side, his face was expressionless. As soon as Jun Yue appeared, his gaze became gentle as water. He was truly a blend of coldness and warmth, making all the other boys on the yacht look like cheap rouge and powder.
On this trip, Jun Yue showed off their affection so much that her girlfriends were genuinely envious. How had they never met such a high-quality boy?!
So what if he could not speak! That was still better than people who did not know how to speak properly!
And the main thing was that he was far too devoted. It was as if Jun Yue had bewitched him.
The party lasted the whole morning. After lunch, Jun Yue took Fang Anyu to a room inside the yacht to rest. Fang Anyu lay on the bed with one corner of the blanket over him, his gaze following Jun Yue as she moved around. Jun Yue suddenly turned back and happened to meet his eyes. The two smiled at each other, and silent sweetness spread through the not-so-large space.
Fang Anyu remembered that he had not yet told Jun Yue he agreed. Then Jun Yue leaned closer to him and once again pressed her lips to his.
All right. It seemed Jun Yue did not need his agreement…
Fang Anyu closed his eyes. This time, he tried to slowly respond to her.
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